I hope he's Worth the Wait
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
7:47 AM
Hey.
so. Anyway. After the amazing birthday surprises, i went to you-know-who's blog and felt my heart break. He was going on a date. ON MY BIRTHDAY. And then i tell myself that I am SO pathetic that i actually like this dude who doesnt know i'm even alive. And that he's probably met and dated girls who are prettier than Selena Gomez or Hayden Panetierre, and here i am, wishfully thinking that one day, he might fall in love with me. Oh who am i kidding. anyways, although he went on a date ON MY BiRThDAY adn my heart practically broke into a million pieces, something he said a few days later rocked my world to its core. First he apologised. Then he says its because he's not ready for a relationship. and i went THANK YOU GOD. but I really, truthfully, sincerely, with all my heart wish that if we meet, that he's going to be worth the wait. And i hope that I'll be worth the wait too.